sch starts at 11 today! actually its not much of a half day, all they did was take 2 hrs away and since sch ends at 4, ok 5.30 for me, we have around 5 hrs of lesson. if u din fail phy and end up in consolidation, that is. sad. looking forward to tmr anw, free at 12.30!!! fridays are nice, since i get to go for cip and see the children there, but i might nt be gg tmr since my father said not to. sad again. but anw, freedom from 12.30 to look forward to. shall not thk abt how i shd actually be using the time to do a bit of my huge pile of hwk. annoying. oh yeah. still gt alevels to thk abt. ytd my mum and i saw my senior's mum and she was telling me to start studying now itself to make sure that i manage to pass all subjects. yeah, right. like i have enough time to do tat. where did all the time go? argh. shd go try finish one round of chem mechanisms now...
yeah, i know tat im quite lag. but i really have no time to do anythg productive. even though i wouldnt consider me doing hwk as produtive work. i mean, no work is actually done since my hwk doesnt move in the direction of the force i apply. sad. anw, its like all the time i have left when im outta sch is like sucked into a black hole or smthg. it just disapppears and the next thing i know, its 12 am and i still havent finished my darling hwk. this sucks. and to thk tat i have the alevels to worry abt this year as well. like anyone can trust me with the passing my exams. this is really depressing. i need help! help! f1! shucks, it isnt working. nvm, i shd juz continue being emo... sad life... sorry existence... hopeless presence... so on and stuff. at least one thg to look forward to... tmr is gonna run on friday timetable!!! sch ends at 12.30. for once. hope we get to go home right after that. and sleep. yeah, right. tat can only happen in heaven, which is where i will be after alevels. nvm. enuf crap for one night. gotta go wash face (cleanse, tone, moisturise... seeriously, it doesnt seem to have any effect on my skin) and then sleep. for less then the 8 hrs of sleep i require. sweet dreams! (it better be)